Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Stressed

Yesterday I got an email that made me sad and stressed out.  I can't go into all the details but it involves surrogacy and egg donors and people who are not totally honest and how now the plans for me to try to get pregnant in October have been flushed down the toilet because we have to go back to the beginning to try to find a new egg donor.  Frustrated does not begin to describe how I feel right now.

Also there is something causing my "d" key to not work right so when I need to use it I have to push on it really har hard.

In order to cheer me up here is a picture of Elle from our recent road trip. It makes me laugh. (Recap is coming!  I'm working on it between canning massive batches of apple sauce and folding massive piles of laundry.)

One year ago today I won the teacher jack pot.
Four years ago today I shopped when I was pregnant and it was bad.
Six years ago today I talked about my cervix as I am wont to do.

5 comments:

TXSurromom said...

:( Boo. I hate delays. We had quite an ED problem too (but it wasn't their faults...mostly) but it still sucked!

Stimey said...

I was hopeful that this post was also old and that maybe the situation got better, but it turns out that I am caught up now. I'm sorry. I wish it were going more smoothly.

Anonymous said...

Jen, I am so sorry about this setback. I hope that they can find another donor real soon. I will send positive thoughts!

MIL - Judy

Melissa said...

Maybe..just maybe, it will work out so that you and me and S.A. can all transfer together..There has to be a silver lining here...

Megan (Best of Fates) said...

Ugh, that sucks. At least there's always canning - that sounds delicious!