I should be in bed right now

I need to go to bed but I know that if I do I won't be able to sleep. I'm all crabby and stressed out.

I have to have an ultrasound on the 18th for some reason or another. I don't really know why. Anyway, today I realized that I didn't know exactly when on the 18th this thing was happening or even where it was supposed to be happening. After a few phone calls I figured out that the orders for the ultrasound were sent from the RE's (reproductive endocronologist) but never reached the clinic here. I don't know how something like that happens but it did.

To make matters worse I called the person who I need to speak to about getting the order resent and she never returned my call. I left two messages but she never fricken called me back. And she doesn't work tomorrow! So now even if someone at the RE's office gets this order sent who knows if the clinic will be able to fit me in for an ultrasound on the day it's needed. I'm probably going to have to end up calling all over town trying to find a place that can squeeze me in for a transvaginal ultrasound at the last minute. Just how I like to spend my afternoon.

I'm a little annoyed because I'm not supposed to have to worry about any of this stuff. It's really all supposed to be arranged for me. It wouldn't be such a big deal really if this wasn't the first time I had done any of this. As it is thought I feel so unprepared and confused by all this. I have to figure out what needs to be done, figure out how to do it and get it done in a very short amount of time. If this doesn't get worked out it could be a potential snag in the whole process. Dangit! I should not have to be doing this!

On the plus side, only 3 days of birth control pills left!