Friday, July 08, 2005


I had a dream last night that the baby was born 2 months early. She had three legs and her face was all squished in. I couldn't get her to nurse at all and I wanted to take her to a doctor but we couldn't afford to because Jesse quit his job. He spent all our money of a bunch of those little rides that are at the mall that you put a quarter into and they kind of shake around for a minute. He thought we could travel around like we were in a carnival or something. It was just bizzare and upsetting. I ket crying because I couldn't get the baby to eat but no one seemed to think it was that big of a deal. I must have some nursing anxiety that I need to work through or something.

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